Self-centered ego maniac… have we discussed this before? Click here to comment

Yo yo.

So I was reading my buddy Lorenzo’s blog (http://my.opera.com/noisewar), and pondered the wide variety of topics he talks about and his mental musings on them. I notice that many of the more popular blogs out there are usually pulling from news. But more than that, they hardly ever focus on the author. I, on the other hand, seem to be addicted to the words “I” and “me”, as I keep talking about myself with each sentence… even this one. :/

One thing I realized, though, is these days I spend less time receiving news and more time just living in the present. I think this is why my posts tend to be so self absorbed, because I’m not pondering news, but rather pondering myself and what my next moves are going to be.

But in (huge) addition, I’ve gotten into the habit of noting my own mental musings because sometimes I don’t know why I react to certain things the way I do. I think this public-yet-private diary that I keep has helped me to learn from my past and become a better, more learned person now.

Anyway, enough about blah blah blah me me me. I’ve spent alot of my day thinking about my GIRLFRIEND. Yep! Still thinking about her! I got her to talk with my mom last Saturday. I think it went pretty well considering my baby is 7681.36 miles away from Colorado Springs, CO–and therefore, me. I hate to admit it, but my head swims with dizzying thoughts of being together with this girl and exploring the physical, intellectual, and internal worlds. I want to visit Asia and Europe with her. I want to talk about politics and ethics and scientific developments and….

D’OH! Almost forgot I told her I’d call her when she got off of work… Later!

-TJ